So hey after two birthdays passed, I'm here!
I'm sorry I am super sorry to overzealous for abandoning it for about 15 months now. I am super sorry towards my existence as a whole because not that I stop writing or losing the need to write but since I dont have time to focus on writing lengthy things I just opt to other ways for example now I have a Whatsapp grop in which I am the only member so I can write anything I want there, for my own attention. And I also have second Instagram account in which I could express the unexpressed and a Twitter account, which Ive been using as an escape since 2008. And to be honest, I do wrote lengthy things sometimes as .doc files such as my undergraduate semester reviews haha (^^") So I still write- I still need to write; I never in fact lose the need to express myself in words. I just found more easier and convenient ways. I was never abandoning this blogspot, really.
I dont really know how to do a post connected to the previous one from 2016 though. Do I relate or do I ignore>>> IDK Im not sure lets just not say anything.
And the fact that Im here doesnt mean that Im going to be active. I'm not going to give a false promise to myself this time. I'm not even sure when my next visit in this blogspot will be . I might not post anything after this post haha. But knew that, it had been important for the young teenager me. That this is the only media to write for her in the past. Had she not wrote here sometimes, what would had happen by now? Lmou.
And since the current me may had changed a lot from the last me I described myself here; lets just say that this is the 2017-2018 bionikiim. Even if I read this in the future, I want this current me to be remembered as 2017-2018 bionikiim, the twenty-years old to-be self. And ohh- if I could say this, let me do a shoutout to my second Instagram account @asdfghjklbionikiim. She's the one Im holding hard into. Like scroll into her, you might be see the me-in-me. Lolololololol. Haha kbye. Thats all.
Till next time in which noone knows when, wasalam :)
