Tuesday, November 6, 2012

it's no Jay, i changed it to Henry.


Some people are just doomed to be failures. That's the way some adults look at troubled kids. Maybe you've heard the saying, "A bird with a broken wing will never fly as high." I'm sure that Jay Bradley was made to feel this way almost every day in school.

By high school, Jay was the biggest troublemaker in his town. Teachers literally cringed when they saw his name posted on their classroom lists for the next semester. He wasn't very talkative and got into lots of fights. He had flunked almost every class by the time he entered his senior year, yet was being passed on each year to a higher grade level. Jay was moving on, but definitely not moving up.

I met him for the first time at a leadership retreat. All of the students at school had been invited to sign up for a program designed to have students become more involved in their communities. Jay was one of 405 students who signed up. At the start of the retreat, Jay was literally standing outside the circle of students, against the back wall, with that "go ahead, impress me" look on his face. He didn't seem to have much to say. But slowly, the interactive games drew him in. The ice really melted when the groups started building a list of positive and negative things that had occurred at school that year. Jay had some definite thoughts on those situations. The other students in Jay's group welcomed his comments. All of a sudden Jay felt like a part of the group, and before long he was being treated like a leader. He was saying things that made a lot of sense, and everyone was listening. Jay was a smart guy, and he had some great ideas.

The next day, he became very active in all the sessions. By the end of the retreat, he had joined the Homeless Project team. Jay knew something about poverty, hunger and hopelessness. The other students on the team were impressed with his passionate concern and ideas. They elected Jay as the co-chairman of the team. The student council president would be taking instruction from Jay.

When Jay showed up at school on Monday morning, he arrived to a firestorm. A group of teachers were protesting to the school principal about him being elected as the co-chairman. The very first community-wide service project was to sent foods to the homeless people and these teachers couldn't believe that the principal would allow this vital project to stay in the incapable hands of Jay Bradley. However Mr Shunpike insist and leaving the teachers shaking their heads in disbelief.

Two weeks later, Jay and his friends led a group of 70 students to distribute canned foods to the homeless people in two neighborhood centers. The local newspaper covered the event with a full-page article the next day. That newspaper story was posted on the main bulletin board at school, where everyone could see it. Jay's picture was up there for doing something great, for leading the Homeless Project team. He was being acknowledged as leadership material.

Jay reminds us that a bird with a broken wing only needs mending. But once it has healed, it can fly higher than the rest. He changed my life. He is the epitome of the adage "never judge a book by its cover."
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i just made it last night, and i remember it. huh close enough. I'VE NEVER WROTE A NARRATIVE BEFORE AND SUDDENLY DOING IT FOR SPM? WHAT DID I DOOOOO ;~;

nvm, hope it's okay. tawakaltu'alallah.

Sunday, November 4, 2012

meanwhile, a day before spm

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what am i doing? 

esok spm che kak weyy HAHASJKDHJ
k no joke.
rabbi yassir wala tuassir.
insyaAllah everything will turn out okay 
;biiznillah :)

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i want to attend  that bicara selebriti! insyaAllah. 
masa tu tinggal BA dgn PQS je. puhleasee ^^

Friday, October 5, 2012

metchup kechup


hiiiiiiiiiiiii ;'(
idk what to do. so bye :')

signing out,
|.__.| 
(kang gary)

Monday, September 3, 2012

if increase then decrease.

inversely proportional.

september 3rd stikes again.
since i was really anticipating it and start welcome it early (I used KST last night so it's about 11pm here when i declare it is my birthday lol) so let's think that it's over.

can?

isn't not really in the mood. i spend my day in school, specifically;
  • in hall for seminar PQS
  • BA classes
  • waiting for the bus home
  • apparently doing nothing
  • reading harry potter
  • eat ramyeon maggi
and that's how it ends. it is acceptable though,  plenty of wishes from classmates and facebook. tbh, i didn't really like the spam bday wish on facebook, tak ekhlas buat ape wish weeeh? .____.

but i like twitter's and phone's.
it's just aww :')

AND I GOT A WISH FROM EATYOURKIMCHI GUISE MY NASTY FEELS WOKE UP FROM THEIR SLEEEEEP wooooooh and one from ttmik teacher Hyunwoo Sun, Kash, Prince Sam, from a random Nasty (you're so nice thanks) etc I'm touched :')

Well, there are some wishes from Facebook that I just can't not mention here. From 권민영, Suwon unnie (the Vietnamese Dalmates that I really fond of heheee) Angela Lrn (the Indian kpoper who is sooo nice) and all the Indonesians and Pinoys aww guys isarangyou <3

No stop, I have the fact that I can't stop writing whenever I type lol. TNT guise :)

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facts of the day;
those in DMTN fandom are really loyal, i swear (;

Friday, August 31, 2012

SPM D-66

Jadual dah keluar. Refer Scribd.
Hari ke 10, 11, 13 dgn 15 je cuti. Gulp.
Hari ke 14 kertas PQS start 2pm.
Additional Mathematics hari ke-6. Gulp.
PQS kertas last sekali.

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Thursday, August 30, 2012

Only Learn The Bad Things #np

Shall I re-start?
I miss expressing myself in more than 180words. Not enough bro.
But I've been busy.
Busy with all non-vital things, really. Siriusly.
Idk how I'll survive this time but I'll try.

Last rambling is March 1st. About 'We Are The B' - Dream High 2 eh? 5 months had gone. 5 months. SPM in about 60 days. +-x/ It'll be started any time. Talking about that, can I just rant something about exam then? I'm scared.

I'm bloody not prepared. I-I-I guess so.
It's just, half mid exam was on May (or so) and to be concluded; my result wasn't too devastating but yeah, still. I failed my Additional Math. So generously fail on it. 11% out of 100% :/ I was losing hope at that time. Idk why but seriously, I've never felt so okay with giving up that I felt like let's stop learning this subject. I ain't going anywhere with it. Okay smilee. I was giving up but I wasn't really sad or frustrated. I'm literally.. o-okay with it. :/

Just until people start to ask for my result. And they looks like they was giving up on me too. Comments like "maybe you really can't do medic" "do teaching ey?" etc I was happy at first bcause I was let away with it. :) Until I realized how this kind of comments kill me inside. ): It's true that I didn't even know (or think) about my future. What I wanna b. But since I've been holding to /cough/ well you know, medic or something /cough/. It does feels like I was attached to it. :) + ): = :|

And since. Urm well you know, it does hurts to know that people are no longer looking at you. Brohohoho, I am always hate being judged. I hate those nasty comments about me and my additional mathematics marks. MATHEMATICS OR CALCULATION HAD NEVER GIVE ME MERCY! It was my erm, not so best subject since primary school. Idrk, maybe :/

So basically, erm its not something to be proud of but bdw, my AM marks had risen up in Trial SPM. About.. erm, 10 m-marks? I know for you people it's still sucks but U DUNT KNO MA HEART WHO HAD FEELING SHO GUD BCUZ OF DAT U DUNT KNOW ;__; Every single marks is vital for me. You just don't know ;__;

Ugh! I wasn't even intending to wrote all that. I was just coming bcause I was bored. (TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH I JUST DONE SOME INDICES&LOGARITHM Qs!!)

Anyway this time, it wasn't really burdening or something. Alhamdulillah. I hope I can remain calm and strong for everything. Giddy up @bionikiim! :')

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Happy belated 5th anniversary to my Twitter account. 
My baby is 5 years old. Awww I love you big time!
So the name 'bionikiim' must be 6 years old or so bcause it's older ahahha :D

Tell me where I've been.

Someone, please? I've really been missing aiite?
I miss blogging.

Now tell me what things I've been missing all of this time.
Tbh, I'm new to this 'New Blogger' home.
I spend minutes to find 'new post' button.
I feel odd. I feel lame. I feel noob.

Kbye (':