I'm twenty-one

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

So now I'm twenty-one. 21st times since 3rd September 1995.

I'm breathing for 21 years already.

I have many things to say but I'll save it for a bigger post.

Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal.

#journeytoadultlife

a concern i stumbled upon while planning a 'myself' event

Is it just me or every single twenty-years-old has no fight spirit in them? like- literal fighting spirit that infires all the time rather than the one that is ambiguous between life and dead.

Basically what I'm doing is- I was trying to read some inspirational+insfiring materials for a real blog post before my 21st birthday. I was thinking about gifting myself a good heed sections in my blog dedicated for twenty-one years old me. this year, I'm trying to play it cool as I am past over my hwa-yan-yeon-hwa (read: the most beautiful moment in life aka youth) excitement so yeah, I am openly thinking about my birthday from a third person view. I am not going to be corcerned about what other people think of it but my view (as the third person) matters #myviewmatter

It might sounds confusing but roughly, I am going to treat myself better than anyone else this birthday. So rather than just having the past-kimah, present-kimah and future-kimah involved, I will let the main me which is myself (the biggest portion of me aka real kimah) to control the event and lead the whole plan. I just want to make 21 years old kimah to feel appreciated just as 17 years old (peak age) kimah. I want her to know that even though she's lacking, I will still protect her.

Enough for the event spoiler. I dont want to be spoiled by myself for this big event. Haha. Thus frankly speaking while looking for the materials for the event, I was searching for articles about how sometimes human can feel much smaller than their younger self. For example, why do we change from being all mighty about our self then after we grew and things don't go the way we ought it would be, then only disappointments and regrets are left. Generally, I was looking for articles and inspiration along that mindset but honetsyly I was a bit taken aback because I can't find the exact materials. Nothing along the planned concept. And you know what's worse? The search results take me to articles listing the things I want to tell my younger self so they'll learn EXCUSE ME WHAT? What I am looking for is THAT list but written from my younger self address to my present and future self not the way around!

Which makes me think- am I the only adult living in regrets from the past? Is everyone else succeed and happy with the present self? Tbh, I am not that disappointed and regretting my present life I am on a mission to tell my present and future life that we're doing goooooooood and that even if whatever happen- as long as you believe in you (or more like I believe in me) then I GOT YOUR BACK! That's the concept for my birthday event. That's that.

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What exactly is my purpose on writing this? I thought I was going to rant about how none of the search result meet my expectation but it doesn't sounds so. This post is more like urm spoilers to my birthday event? Haha yeah maybe. But whatever it is, things had been said (or accurately written down) so Imma post this up though ;)

And I am really hoping that I can give me an amazing birthday event ever. Since I have no good camera, no laptop (my charger cord snapped T____T) I'm not sure but I hope it will be a good memory from twenty-years old me <3

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Because I couldn't stand how my rant post is on top of page thus the born of this post. HHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

Well really though, I was so emo in the last post. I resist myself but still it's overflowing ahhahahahhahaahaha I hate me ahhahhahahahhahahahhaha.

So let me rant about my new obsession. Well if I were to say it in a better word, then it's love, not an obsession. Brohohooo.

Oemji how obvious is this? Haha.

Disclaimer: Ok so I am not going to rant as a fangirl but as a mature fangirl. So don't expect this to be a cringy-worth post. Even if it doesn, read this in a very mature and professional way.

First, I wasn't really into them. I basically stopped liking new groups as I enter degree life. Technically it wasn't really stopped. I realized that it was just a hiatus lol in another words, the well-behaved sasaeng in me made a comeback!

Loving rap, I passionately love Rapmonster's masterpieces. Then I discover Suga's talents geezzzz my mind blew. Then Busan namja Park Jimin creeps on me, rudely and cutely at the same time. I wasn't that fond of Jeon Jungkook and Kim Taehyung before. They're like typical idols but then I discovered they are not. They. are. not. ANd Jung Hoseok, he's such a sunshine I no longer live in darkness. Seokjin? He's like, if I could word him, he's VERY-OMMA-LIKE.

There you goes. A summary of them all. It sounds typical right? As if I havent feel this way before with my previous oppars lulz. But no, they're different. If I am to compare BTS with EXO (which is my previous obsession before I went into hiatus), they're strangely different. Maybe the age? I could relate a lot more. And the fact that they must have suffered more, no yes? If you're a fan then you must know this. Both groups are amazing but really, I considered EXO as the chaebol main lead in dramas while BTS, well those main leads who have no money with them and come to Seoul from the rural areas lol

No hate because I probably was more fanatic during EXO era than BTS era but I can feel this era deeper lolz. The fact that I have two members the same age as mine and a dongsaeng. Freaking dongsaeng I do not just accept anyone as my dongsaeng except for Zelo now how is Jeon Jungkook two years younger than me? ORZ he legitly does not look like one and that's the problem. How is a 15 years old have so many talents? And how does he cope with being a trainee at a very young age while having a battle with himself? How well did his mental coping up with stress and being away from hometown, following words of unknown adults? That scares me and the more I was scared by the thoughts, the more I feel like protecting fetus Kookie but it was all in the past. I was late. He coped well and that is why hats off to him. The same goes to 95-liners Park Jimin and Kim Taehyung. How amazing it is to putting aside your rebellions just to satisfy the audience. THAT CREEPS ME OUT ;~; /clap clap/

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I sounded a bit too deep into my emotional though haha where's the mature and professional comments? I sounds just like any over-protective fans lol Anyway, if you're having a bad day, I suggest any BTS songs muahhaha no matter the most hype up songs or sad-that-I-want-to-hide-in-the-Earth-core songs would lift you up especially the rap parts. They spit nothing but the truth. SOmetimes it hurts more because points are well taken so beware lol.

To me, nothing speaks more honesty than 480p colour coded videos of BTS on Youtube.

I'm almost three years old

Hola cómo estás hermosas personas! ♥

So first, I am here again after 3 months eh?  After contemplating and reflecting a lot, I am finally here. Phew. What should I start with first though? 

Ok so, my semester 4 ends (well not completely as my final examination result is not. yet. announced.) which means my second year of degree is also completed. I AM A THIRD YEAR DEGREE STUDENT NEXT SEMESTER! Weheee, my heart is flattering. 

And as usual, I am here every semester break to sum up the whole semester. That's the reason why I gather up all energy and starts using my finger muscles to write this. Yes people I dont use much of my fingers except for scrolling my newsfeeds. Hoho.

So how would I describe my fourth semester? Depressing. Yeah it's depressing how I use the word to describe my whole semester right? I am not as affected now but I remember how depressing it was. Certainly, fourth semester won't be playing nice with you. Wait, this reminds me of BTS's Second Grade. Let me go find the lyrics and paste it here while I'm on it.

I’m already in my second year (oh no)
At the blink of an eye, time is so fast (go go)
Work hard play hard right
A year passed like a miracle bye
But what to do? I’m getting worried
I might be a bit more comfortable but there’s still so much to learn
Every time I get a break, the teacher keeps nagging
“You need to take the test!”
What do you mean test
Teacher, we are human too
Just nod along, nod
Let’s push everything back today and go tease the juniors
I’ll go to the PC cafe today, I can’t sleep

Yeah second year do that to everyone I guess. Well seeing that my whole semester doesn't feel as depressing now haha #positivitypower Ok so now instead of complaining about it like a baby, I'll write about how those depressing moments help me to think.  It's time for my inner Socrates to come out and make its comeback wohooo.

Okay to start, let me list down things that I am proud of myself for the semester: 1) Jogjakarta Trip 2)... 3)... Well I guess thats it. The wisata to Jogjakarta was the only worth mentioning. There's a few here and there achievements but I dont think they're big events. Oh I donated blood twice this year! Okkkk cool. But other than that? No, ok no.

Honestly, my semester starts amazingly. But as it goes, everything went into the drain. Say it, friendships, studies, excitement, managements, me myself-- everything starts going wrong. It could had started because of me myself and the domino effect affect everything else, who knows? I had a few conflicts with my friends that cause me to be depressed for a long time, I had no motivation to be active in lectures and lab activities (well this is mainly because of the friendship conflicts too), my time and energy managements sucks that cause pains in the butt. Literally I. was. not. worth. my. time. at. all.

Everything happened at once and there's a point where I feel like hating myself so much. Everything was my fault. It was because of me that my friends misunderstand things, it was also because of me who is a scaredy cat to explain things, it was also because of me the conflicts get worse. Frankly speaking, I was the reason for everything. For a months or two, I was not myself and none of my friends are themselves. Not to mention, there's a few voices keep whispering how I should have be selfish and leave my friends. Well I don't blame them, they only saw the good side of me they didn't know I had a monster in me and my friends saw a glimpse of it, no one is to blame except me. 

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If I were to write everything, This is going to be a very depressing post. The thoughts are coming back to me-- each and every single things. Funny how even when things are settled now (I am not even sure, but at least I want to think that way haha), these thoughts still affect me. Tiny bits of me are shaken up wohooo stop I dont want the future me to read this and cringe all over muahhahahaha.

Well well, the lesson learned are that I must not give people false assumptions. I realized it was my mistakes in the first place. I have been very opened during my third semester that my friends (or a friend in particular) becomes, somehow too attached to me. And when my life is upside down, (honestly, I have this period of upside down every months or two, it's not even that serious I just need to be alone) I will shush people out of my area and rebuild the wall each time. So they are often taken aback by my actions and question why? They thought I was being all opened already when the truth is I never. So that's basically the problem. The root of all troubles. Me giving false hopes to people and never try to explain it (WAIT I KNOW IF ONLY I EXPLAIN IT IN THE FIRST PLACE AND APOLOGIZE THINGS WILL NEVER BE THAT BAD BUT PEOPLE I CANT SAY IT I DONT TALK ABOUT IT THE WALL IS THERE NOT FOR NOTHING I WAS FINE YOU CAN USE MY ALL THE TIME ALL YOU WANT BUT PLEASE WHEN I WANT TO BE ALONE LEAVE ME OUT STOP READING ME LIKE AN OPEN BOOK WHO ARE YOU PEOPLE TO READ ME LIKE AN OPEN BOOK WHEN MY OWN PEOPLE DO NOT EVEN ATTEMPT TO?) 

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Sorry I was a bit overwhelmed with feelings. Honestly saying, I realized everything (at least 89.9%) is my faults but I was a bit disappointed that people do not understand what my-upside-down-self really wants. Solitude. Just a mere alone moments. You should have just leave me alone with myself and come back to me in a few days. Do not try to question me because in that state, my tolerance is very low. I barely recognize friends and foe. That's what it takes to have me as a friend. Or an acquaintance. Do not try to read me. The wall wasn't there for nothing.

So after realizing my mistakes and learn from it. I changed myself. I tried not to get too close to people. Again, I'm back to zero. I'm back to me in the start where I don't let people to simply enter my life but at least this time around, I still have friends. It should be better this way aight? At least, I won't confuse people with my swinging uncontrollable moods. Haha I sounds like an emo girl I'M FREAKING 21 YEARS OLD lulz.

And with that attitude, I ended my fourth semester. Together with the helps of those friends that stay in lane. We survived our second year together. Eventhough they are not reading this, let me just express my gratitude and apologetic hearts to them.

For the friends who had offered their hands for me, those who I can share stories to. Those who stays to finish assignments, reports, projects together. Those who understand how hard it is during final exam and play just to ease the tensions of each other without compromise. Those who stand my every jokes, puns, actions, mistakes and words. Thank you. Thank you for staying even when you saw a glimpse of the monster inside me. And thank you for not questioning (:

I'm getting frustated at me

I'm getting frustated at myself too much these days. And by these days I mean since fourth semester started. My friends probably sense it already I- I don't know I'm terribly feeling sorry that they have to cope with me acting as if I'm going through secondary puberty in my life idk guys I'm sorry I acted weird like I can't even control myself what do I do.

Instead of saying that I'm in my so-called secondary puberty, I feel like I am actually undergoing my so-called mid-life crisis but I'm only in my TWENTY!! Technically, 21 so what do I mean with mid-life crisis??! Well that's exactly my problem I dont even know what I am undergoing I AM IN CONSTANT TROUBLE zZZZzzzzzzzzzzzz

I got irritated super easily. I annoys everyone and everyone annoys me. I dont even have a goal these days. Nothing motivated me. All I want to do is to keep calm but I can't even pass a day without freaking out of everything. I put a IDGAF expression all the time but still I can't even help worrying. I am fragile and fragile is me.

I am super confused. All those motivational quotes doesn't seems like they work on me anymore.

I'm rebelling.
But I am not even sure towards whom.
Basically I'm rebelling towards myself.
But for what exact reason?

"I'm twenty-one is it possible to go through a teenager phase?" "Have you had the phase when you are teenager though?" "From what I can recall, I tried to, but I was too afraid to." "Well, maybe you finally gathered you courage to do so." "So you mean it is possible?" "I cannot confirm this with my lack of experience, but remember volcano will erupt because of density and pressure. The lower density of the magma relative to the surrounding rocks causes it to rise to the surface or to a depth that is determined by the density of the magma and the weight of the rocks above it. Even if it takes some more times than other volcanoes doesn't mean it won't erupt." "... Help me, counselor side of me."

:(

sow what you reap

or is it reap what you sow? erm yeah whatevar. (i actually come back from googlying it and it says reap what you sow im sorry im not good at this and i cant think what sow and reap mean blergh)

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i got my sem 3 result peopleeeeee and guess what? for the first time in my degree, i actually manage to *drum roooooooolls* alhamdulillah i get *more drum rolls* more than 3.5!!! like alhamdulillah i've always stuck with 3.5, ever since im in matriculation but sobs i proed that i can get higher. not really will say it out loud but remember my final examination post before? it was two post before. i said something about how my mother say something about the exam result and guess whattttt alhamdulillaaaaah *grinnnnnnnnnnn* i couldnt believe it myself. through this my cgpa increases! yay alhamdulillah i know it was just because of me, well alhamdulillah it's something that came through my mother's prayer who would have thought that i would have an aim bdw? for real i havent had a set up expectation for my gpa but last time i did (and that is because of my mother) well i guess i could say that i achieved it! *more grinnn* it could also be a test for me, like what if i changed after this result? becoming more arrogant? poyo? nauzubillah. can you just stay calm and have jams kimah? do not lose your jams! lulz k bye.

2015 best kdramas #imo

This is going to be different from my other posts. I'm letting my inner fangirl soul free for this one particular post where I'll rant and give short reviews on kdramas I've watched for 2015. Wohooooo.

I'll try my best to make this in chronological order. Let's start (:

SBS Wed-Thu Pinocchio 

I'm a bit biased of this drama because of Lee Jong Suk (I'll never get over School 2013 sorry not sorry) so please understand. In one side I really like it. Reporter-themed drama is not familiar to me so I get to know a lot of new thing wohooo! And Ki Ha Myung (the older version of hyung) is good looking (ouo) too. Hurm I dont really remember much what I think of this drama but as far as I could, I did overrrated the drama at first. Geeeehee 7 out of 10.

KBS Mon-Tue Healer

Awwwwwww that guy Ji Chang Wook is a bias wrecker like he just come in as coooool Seo Jung Ho but then Park Bong Soo make his way to ruin everything GAHHHH I wasnt ready for that muahhahaha poor my weak heart omsjaksg. The drama is awesome too I like Park Min Young she's cute+pretty and I love the hacker ahjumma hohoho. And did I say that any story with flashbacks of main leads destined childhood hooked me till the end? Hahhaa my heart is so easily satisfied XD 8.5 out of 10.

JTBC Tue Sunam Girls High School Detectives

Not the usual channel drama but I never regret I started. It's soooo cute like heck these high school girls are cuteee hahhaa especially their leader one curious girl WHO IS SHEEEEE?! But (because my memory is not clear) the drama ot not end smoothly right? Or if it does, the PD did a bad job because I couldnt remember anything but I remember reading things like it was underrated so there's no function to keep filming sigh I really love the group's leaderrrr <3 6 out of 10.

MBC Wed-Thu Kill Me Heal Me

Amazing! I think I've saw Ji Sung's other dramas before but he never appealed to me. But here he took the role of 7 different characters whoaaaaaa and not to forget that it's a doctor-medical kind-of dramas and I love how it is based on psychological things LIKE I LOVE HOW IT BASE ON MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES DISORDER OR D.I.D!!! Amazing amazing amazing! My fave character is definitely the real one and bad guy Shin Se Gi haha. And the Oh Ri Jin-Oh Ri Jin chemistry is cuteee. 9 out of 10.

KBS Fri Spy

Another spy-themed yeaaay but let me be frank, I started this drama simply because of Kim Jae Joong. I'm no Cassiopeia but yeah his vampire-like white face is appealing haha and I like Protect the Boss before. The story progress nicely-about how it's a North-South-China conflict I LOVE THE THEME ALR! But then kyakk I dont like it (but I dont really remember why) maybe because the main lead keeps on liking the betraying woman pfft. BUT HIS MOM IS SO COOOOL what was her name again? But she was in Roommate S2. She acts goooooooood. So points for her yeay 6 out of 10.

KBS Mon-Tue Blood

Again I started because of Ahn Jae Hyun too tempting to resist eventhough it has a childish vampire theme (brohoho did I just said that). What kind of world are we living why is there vampiressss okay enough. Urm the story was a plain one with typical vampire storyline so I can say that I enjoyed it but not really enjoyed it. Nothing much to say 7 out of 10.

KBS Mon-Tue Who Are You- School 2015

Kyaaaaa a sequel to School 2013 is it?! WOHOO I DONT CARE IF IT ISNT BUT IT IS AWESOME! Besides I love Kim So Hyun (ouo) and BTOB Sungjae is worth to watch! However I dont like Han Yi An. Not the real him because I enjoyed the Satoori-Daebak in Surplus Princess but Han Yi An just annoys me like umfpt who cares if he's the lead male I dont like him. And till the end, I really dont like the pairing I wish they let Eun Bi x Tae Kwang En Byul x Yi An *sigh* And oh the villain girl she's amazing like how well did she act because I REALLY HATE HER lulz haha 8.5 out of 10

KBS Fri Sat Producer

Well this drama receive lots of love. By lots I mean tremendous-it was even ranked first among 2015 dramas(?) Kim So Hyun is good, Cha Tae Hyun and Gong Hyo Jin are awesome and they even have IU wohoooo but the storyline was just okayyy. BUT I enjoyed seeing things from the PD and staff members perspectives and thank you for telling us how is it behind the scenes of shows we watched! I realized that I appreciated and give extra credits to the people behind every good show I watched (and criticized when the show is not good brohohoo im so bad). Considering this and that I give this drama 7.5 out of 10.

KBS Fri Orange Marmalade

I regretted trying. Haha sorry for the fans but it's not my style. I love the intro it was goood vampire-themed again (Wait arent KBS overusing this alr?) but why do I feel like it didnt fit? Everything was good individually but when they're being put together, it feels odd. But I gave it another chance (why do I bother?) until episode 11 or something when THE TYPICAL MEMORY LOSS STORYLINE STRIKE! Like whaaaaaat. I thought that was all then the PD think it was amazing to suddenly change the concept to a historical drama WAIT I CANNOT BRAIN THIS bye I cant even saw the main lead nowadays it remind me so much of the drama 3 out of 10 (because Lee Min Hyuk is a handsome vampire).

KBS Mon-Tue I Remember You

Hokay KBS you regained my trust through this one asjkajskajska my faveeee <3 EVERYTHING IS PERFECT! From the psychopathic theme, to extra bromance, to cute+lovely+iwanttokeeptheminmypocket younger version of main leads to characteristics side actors to plot twist and more plot twists to everything!!I could rant to the end of post about this but let me just try to be calm and simplify. ITS THE CREME OF THE CREME like you should aware how serious I am when I started to speak Italian ajskjaksjaa I did a video review about this it was embarrassing but proof how amazing this one is to me. Kyaaak! 9.5 out of 10!

TvN Fri-Sat Oh My Ghostess

Chef~nimmm aww I realllly really love Park Bo Young shes shooooo cute I even watched her movies afterwards haha the one with Lee Jong Suk ngeheehehee. And the chef is okaaaay like more than average okay! The ghost Kim Seul Gie I've saw her a few times now this is the first time she's almost main lead yeheee! Good job unnie. Moreover, I've develop interest in Big Bang's Loser through this drama lulz and Cordon Cordon haha 8 out of 10.

SBS Wed-Thu YongPal

Another medical-theme drama! On top of that, Joo Won is a doctor from Good Doctor like professionalzzz lol okay the first few episodes are amazing I totally recomend it to everyone like wehee watch this its awesome its a gang doctor guys how cool is that?!! But then the story become lame and lamer. I dislike Kim Tae Hee here like I know your upset gurl but nahh that's no way to do things like you arent being rescued by a prince but a mere noble man you cant expect to be like the real sleeping beautyyyyyy! Phew I got it our my chest. 6.5, no 6.2 out of 10.

KBS Mon-Tue Sassy Go Go 

MY MANNNNNNNNN hahahhaha Lee Won Geun is such a HEART FLUTTERAAAA I mean his smile could solve universal problem just whyyyyyyyyy I couldnt even blame him if Kim Yeol just smile at the arctic the polar bears might be migrating lulz Vixx Hakyeon is also amazing here hohoho bro youre too fragile please dont stay in public pleassse and I love the theme of the drama. School conflict but yet not too typical. I kind of understand Kwon Soo Ah she's desperate wuuuu ;~; thanks for making her realize and the end and thats for accepting her all of Baekho members wuuu ;~; Can't all drama just happily accepted the villain at the end I demand a world peace here wuuuu ;~; 9 out of 10.

TvN Fri-Sat Reply 1988

Ongoing drama. Im still in 16th episodes heard that its going to be 20 so yeah let me be honest I wasnt a real fan of the Reply series. I watched half of Reply 1997 and fully watched Reply 1994. And honestly this one is the best so faaaaaar! I love the families I love the scenery I love the satoori I love the character development I love the sneak peak of 2015 them I love everything! They give us details about each characters including the parents and siblings. Even romance between Sun Woo's mom and Taek's father cough cough ahahhaah AND I AM STRONGLY #TEAMJUNGHWAN Idk if the PD is going to make me suffer by ending TaekxDukSeon (or maybe with Dong Ryong theres posibilitties umpgh) but I hope it's the obvious route this time.  Dont think I'll be okay if it do not goes my way oh please PD~nim, be pressured with my threat (:

KBS Mon-Tue Oh My Venus
Another ongoing drama. I dont really gaga over Shin Min Ah and I dont favor Seo Ji Seob in his previous drama (Master Sun) so I hesitated a lot. However I kept seeing good comments and plus Henry is in there! So I give it a chance and I really like the introoooo! Hurm considering that I am watching this along with Reply 1988, this drama is a lot more adult like I was in a sea of classic, teen life and rural setting but then suddenly it got westernized and modernize through this drama. Well as the story goes, it started to become a cliche son-of-chaebol-so-issues-here-and-there but a bit realistic than most of chaebol-themed dramas *cough* The Heirs *cough* haha sorry! Not to be forgotten, I love Henry's "MAMMM!" and the other guy with Henry idr the name woopsie.

So thats basically every single dramas I watched in 2015! Phews KBS Mon-Tue dramas must really are my cup of tea I watched every single drama on the list except for the one titled something like my-daughter-in-law-something. The one with SISTAR's Dasom in it; the trailer looks like a sitcom and honestly I dont enjoy sitcom very much. Brohoho.

Hurm while I am already doing this, I'll just review some web dramas and movies eh?

GOT7 Dream Knight 
It's in 2015 right? I'm pretty sure so yeah. Well I actually watched this not knowing GOT7 members well. I only recognized JB, Jr, Jackson, Mark and Bambam (wait, that's more than half already) and I cant even distinguish between Youngjae and Yugyeom. I watched it to kill some time while I'm in my semester break. It was yeah, idk do I really need to review this? Its something that happened almost a year ago I cant remember a thing. BEEEEPPPPPPPP******

EXO Next Door
Phews lets hope I cant recall something since this one is recent hurm all I can react is hyezzz oppppppaaar like the members are my fave memberssss Chanyeol as the main lead? Asjkd. D.O as the second lead male? Asjksjd. Baekhyun as the main lead's bestfriend? Asjkajsa. Sehun and his cute neighbor bromance? Asjajshdhfj. But really Chanyeol is so emo. Like people call you Chan? AHHAHHAHHAHA and Kyungsoo is also emo what's will the down weather only Baekhyun is Byun Baekhyun. AND MOON GA YOUNG IS PWEEEETY (ouo)

Jang Soo Shop (Salut dÁmour)
Chanyeol's first movie.This time, with Moon Ga Young again. I dont usually ship oppars but theyre cute together. At the harabeoji halmeoni is so cute. Like the always angry, hard-to-approach grandfather just fall in love with the grandmother next door and changed his attitude. But the plot twist is unexpected! I mean I almost cry because of it D: So if you like family-romantic-comedy-light-themed movie then yeah go ahead :)

Coin Locker Girl
Disclaimer I watched this at first for Min I mean Park Bo Gun's sake. Its a movie about a terrifying woman loneshark who took children as her own. Hurm I dont know how to synopsis it but if you're like me, watching for PBG's sake then don't watch it, you'll be dissapointed because oppar is not very much shown and even if he is, you wont like the scenes haha no I meant it. But the story of daughter-mother relationship is worth to watch! So decide by yourself :)


And thats about it. So yeah I spent three nights writing all of this. Haha Im in my revision week people! Not me to blame on brohohohooooo :D